for the past few days,
i've been hanging out and rushing back to my granduncle's wake in the evening.
and back to hanged out after the ritual late in the night
tml's the last day.
guess will just feel she bu de cos another person is leaving this world.
:(



rachel,
theres many thing i dont know how to say to u in person.
so here it is:

i also hope you will xin fu.
but i really dont quite get it how u trust somebody who u barely know in such a short time.
i shall not deny that he is quite a nice person when we hang out.
but u will never know anyone inside out.
thats the word: NEVER.
or maybe,
im just a very insecured person.
i dont trust, esp GUYS, so easily.
probabaly,
we're just different in handling things.
very different.
sorry for showing no interest in hearing u n his story ytd.
i believe we all are old enough to take care of myself
and i believe u trust ur intuiation more than what all of us have tried to warn you abt guys(basically just any guys out there, not pin-point to anyone).
so now just pray hard he's not another one like them okay.
i do care, but for r/s kinda thing, i dont think i shld interfere much.
i believe i've done my part right?


probably its just me.
hopefully my worries are nothing.


its gg to be 4am.
time for bed.
nights.